Have you ever find yourself changing too much
there is a very visible distinction between the past and the present you?
And with this thought in mind you wonder what you would become in the future?
Have you ever felt disconnected, that reading your old journals
is like reading another person’s life?
Have you been denying the part of yourself that you don’t like much?
And because of it you have this unknown uncertainty you can’t figure out?
Wondering if you’re on the right track? If this is what you wanted 5 years ago?
And wondering if what you’re doing is something you’ll like for the next 5 years?
If yes, we have to search for that thin thread of connection deep within us,
Just like a complicated network of nerves constantly functioning, keeping you alive.
Hack it, decode it and try to access it,
In this life we face noise and confusion from day to day.
We see ads here and there of superfluous things we don’t really need.
We are surrounded and drenched in a sea of mediocrity where people that stand out are seen as idols.
But what is it that truly matters?
What are things that you truly and subconsciously want?
Stop for a moment.
Relax…with a cup of smiles.
Have a great day!
~ Melonaide 🙂PS: I can’t think of something to draw, so for today, I just played around with MS Paint’s air brush just using my mouse. Nothing special really. It’s inspired by a telephone cord. Somehow it looks like “elo” to me. (Short for hello). ^^